Tomorrow is the 14th day. I will double my dosage then. The feeling I had of something changing is gone. I feel like I did before, sleepy a lot and last night I couldn't sleep till about 1 am. I kept tossing and turning and being OCD again. My sex drive is still in neutral still.
I stopped having brain freeze with alcohol, I had slowed down a lot on it, but last night I had a little more than usual, I felt nothing, no buzz, nothing at all. That was one of the reasons I kept drinking, I didn't feel any difference. Only thing is, I couldn't sleep, and was so tired.
I am becoming more irritable and impatient, with myself and with others. My impatience with things is bad too. I don't take the time to put my glasses on, and just guess on which knob turns which burner on. I get mad when I can't see the buttons for the radio in the car,so I poke everything.
Yesterday I forgot which button locks the car, I pushed the wrong one and set off the panic alarm. UGH! I did that because I didn't have the patience to look at the key, so I pressed a button I thought was it. I was just guessing. At times I feel like throwing whatever it is I am trying to figure out.
I can't focus. I feel like my brain just refuses to assimilate anything. I hope raising the dosage helps.
I am going to go to bed and try to sleep. I was doing a bit better, now not so sure.
I have been off coffee since I started the medicine. I had half a cup today, just because it tastes good. It didn't do anything bad to me, or anything good either.
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